dapat magsusulat ako ngayon e..

tinamad lang ako.. huhu.. i'm too sad and too tired to write something... ayun. hay. anyway.. ummm.. alam ko naman yung basics ng pasko, kaso, merong mga bagay tlaga na makakapagpalungkot sa'yo. katulad ng.. uhmm.. wag nalang. oh well... oo, unfair ang buhay. hindi mo makukuha anglahat ng gusto mo. at life goes on. ika nga. pero yun nga. ang akin naman, "let it bleed and it will heal eventually..."

huhu.

maligaya sana ang pasko nyo. :)

buck teeth sez: "whut?"

i want to know you more
you may no know who its for
like the strands of your hair
dancing on the breeze of the air

what's on your mind?
oh please to me, be so kind.
i hope you'd see and find,
open your ayes, don't be blind

your actions are a mime
seems like we don't rhyme
how come it seems like a crime?
me wishing that you'd be mine.

longing for your smile
seen as far as a mile
i'm willing to walk in style
hoping this will be worthwhile.

im always the last to say
allow me to talk to you if you may
don't let the skies turn gray
fresh like the morning wind on the bay...

sigh.

hoy, tiklado.

whoever you are, this is for you.
i don't know what goes on in your mind.
i may not be the one that you'd say that's perfect.
i'm mister invisible, to you. i know that.

broken mirrors and shattered dreams
floating through time and space..
minds meet, worlds collide, hearts beat.
is there really a "one in a million" chance?

will i just continue to sigh?
will i just keep on dreaming?
a sun shining… a hole in the sky
just till these clouds fade away…

if only you'd know. if only…
i'm like: "hey, i'm here"
and you were like: "what?"
and i just stop. i just keep it to myself.

i see you from afar,
pretending not to notice you.
if only you'd know… and i'd like you to know,
this is for you… whoever you are.




**it' feels like 2006 again… hahaha. sometimes i just let these emotions out. i dunno if someone's gonna read it, aside from the spam bots that's pestering my account. uhmmmm. please be my christmas gift. kung alam mo lang, minsan lang nag katulad mo na dumating… sana'y mapansin mo… sigh. :( oh well..

bato bato sa langit... sana pagtagpuin nyo kami. :D HAHA.

this time we almost sang our song in tune, didnt we?....
didnt we... almost make it this time...?

teka, teka.. meron nga bang "we"? tanga.. asa pa ko. huhuhu.. anyway, isa nanaman ito sa mga kalokohan ko dahil malamig ang gabi at feeling ko nag-iisa nanaman ako. huhu. grabe, meron nga ba talagang "we"?

lungkot nga naman. basta, yun na yun. kinausap nako nung isa kong kaibigan kagabi. sabi nya layuan ko na daw... muna. or something like that. at ako, syempre, oo naman ako. xa magaling eh. pati, respetado kasi yung kaibigan kong yun.. tsaka, tama naman na din. ewan ko ba. hindi lang talaga ako marunong manuyo kasi eh. tsaka makulit ako... sana lang. sana... hindi ganun kahirap suyuin kasi sya eh. hindi mo talaga alam kung anong nasa isip nya.. malalaman mo nalang bigla tas maguguglat ka nalang, or hindi mo na talag malalaman at all. :( para kasi siyang isang universe na maraming nangyayari sa utak nya at sa buhay nya. overflowing with talents and all... tapos yun pa... meron ding sariling mundo. huhu. sana nga yung mundo nya at mundo ko, magkatagpo... hay.

mahirap pala rin talaga kung yung kaparehas mo, magugustuhan mo eh. well mostly kaparehas. basta, lahat ng ayaw mong gawin sa'yo, gagawin... kasi alam nya kung anong ayaw mo, in a way. mainggit karin kung mas magaling xa sayo, magkokompetensya pa kayo... at malamang sa malamang, mag-papatayan din kayo... helo Mr. and Mrs. Smith?

tulala lang ako ngayon. magsusulat dapat ako ng tula, kaso parang lumipas na eh, tinablan nako ng antok. entertainment muna ang hahanapin ko ngayon.. ahihi.

basta, kung meron mang nanunuyo sa inyo, mga babae... pagbigyan nyo. magpasuyo kayo maski minsan. mga lalake naman, uhhh.. uhhhh.. wag kayo mang 2time. ingatan nyo yang mga babae... minamahal yang mga yan... pinag-hirapan nyo naman din eh. :D


jejeje. jejemon nalang pow.

goodnyght...... to the sun... goodnight.. (nalaglag na ang puso ko.)