Journey: As i am dodging through the Clouds of Change
As I was talking to a close friend of mine, Kaycee, I was telling her what happened to me in Davao. And I just realized that, as I was going through the Journey of life, I was left out by the clouds of change. I realized that other people rose up through the changes and I just stopped in my journey and in my growth. Is just felt like I'm left out by time....
As I was evaluating my past with my friend, I thought of as the part of my journey as my walk into dodging through the clouds of change. As I continue to change myself, with the help of my friend, I am beginning to realize that by FAITH, you can dodge through the clouds of change. You see, i'm my ministry in the youth group in our church, I began to lose what I am handling that time.... Until better, newer people stood up to my placed and, I seemingly "passed on" my job to them....
But I realized that I cant go back to the work no more. I suddenly stopped in doing stuff for the ministry. And I just "froze" nobody knew what happened to me, I just visit, and do nothing.... That was my situation. And from now on, I begin my journey to dodge through the clouds of change. I begin to look, I began to search for another ministry within our youth group as another friend suggested. And I began to expand my horizons in search of another place where my heart can be filled, a place where I can find my passion, a place where I can work, a place where I belong. I don't have to be knowledgeable in order to work effectively, as my friend said, "a place where your heart is....". As I look and see what lies beyond, I believe that I can find another work, another ministry that not only that can suit me, but, a work that can bless and glorify HIM....
Dodging through the clouds of change doesn't only involve my life into serving HIM, but it is within me that needs change.... My life, attitude, character, etc. It made an impact to me as hard as HE is knocking into my heart to go back into HIM. As time progress, I hope I can rise up again, and look for the real JOSEPH.
Dodging through the clouds of change in my life is hard. I missed a lot of opportunities and I have no discipline in changing the things that are more important for me to change. As Kaycee would tell me, FAITH itself is important. It is like a foundation of a house that should be rooted deep within our hearts that in itself will take a very long time to build up. Or else, the house will topple down. As for me, I have these foundations strong within me, but I don't have the action to grow, and go within the changes that is happening to my life as a whole.
I miss those times when I can stand up and lead spiritually, right, Itel?
I miss you, Kuya Bong... I hope I can see you again soon.
As I was evaluating my past with my friend, I thought of as the part of my journey as my walk into dodging through the clouds of change. As I continue to change myself, with the help of my friend, I am beginning to realize that by FAITH, you can dodge through the clouds of change. You see, i'm my ministry in the youth group in our church, I began to lose what I am handling that time.... Until better, newer people stood up to my placed and, I seemingly "passed on" my job to them....
But I realized that I cant go back to the work no more. I suddenly stopped in doing stuff for the ministry. And I just "froze" nobody knew what happened to me, I just visit, and do nothing.... That was my situation. And from now on, I begin my journey to dodge through the clouds of change. I begin to look, I began to search for another ministry within our youth group as another friend suggested. And I began to expand my horizons in search of another place where my heart can be filled, a place where I can find my passion, a place where I can work, a place where I belong. I don't have to be knowledgeable in order to work effectively, as my friend said, "a place where your heart is....". As I look and see what lies beyond, I believe that I can find another work, another ministry that not only that can suit me, but, a work that can bless and glorify HIM....
Dodging through the clouds of change doesn't only involve my life into serving HIM, but it is within me that needs change.... My life, attitude, character, etc. It made an impact to me as hard as HE is knocking into my heart to go back into HIM. As time progress, I hope I can rise up again, and look for the real JOSEPH.
Dodging through the clouds of change in my life is hard. I missed a lot of opportunities and I have no discipline in changing the things that are more important for me to change. As Kaycee would tell me, FAITH itself is important. It is like a foundation of a house that should be rooted deep within our hearts that in itself will take a very long time to build up. Or else, the house will topple down. As for me, I have these foundations strong within me, but I don't have the action to grow, and go within the changes that is happening to my life as a whole.
I miss those times when I can stand up and lead spiritually, right, Itel?
I miss you, Kuya Bong... I hope I can see you again soon.
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